My entry title explains it all, but here we go all the same....
Things went pretty well on Friday. The lady I went to see, Nancy, was quite a big help. She did these things called "meridians" and honestly, I cannot even begin to describe the whole process, but I felt so much more relaxed and just felt better in general, so it was quite nice. I really liked her too, we talked for quite a bit, and she was so nice and an easy person to talk to. Dan got to meet her when he came and picked me up, and they seemed to get along too which was nice.
Friday night was a night for Dan and I which was really nice. I love when we have nights that are just ours. It was just amazing. Saturday we cleaned during the day, and then we went to a concert at USM he was in. He played, and a piece of music he wrote was played too! His family had come up for this event, so I sat with him, and his mom and I did alot of talking between songs, lol. I liked it, I felt so included in his family, and that made me feel so special. We went out to breakfast with them Sunday morning too. After that, we showed them our apartment, and they seemed to like it.
After they left, we spent the afternoon doing some household things. Then somehow we got on the topic of money, jobs, etc. We're both looking for jobs and its stressful. You would think that living in the biggest city in Maine would make it easier, but it really doesn't seem to be. The economy is so bad everywhere. Anyways, we are starting to get tight on money and it is definitely stressing us out. I started crying tonight because I just didn't know what to do about it, and I still don't. I just wish it'd be easier.
It's also hard to find a job due to my fibromyalgia. I'm going to go to the Career Center on Tuesday with Dan and I'm hoping they can really help. It would be my lifesaver, and its really getting to be my last resort. I'm also stressed cuz I hate being alone so much during the week...it makes me lonely and depresesed....man I'm way too dependent on Dan sometimes, but that of course bothers me too.
Ok, well I'm done for now...I'm exhausted from the busy weekend and desperately need some sleep...night all!