{a song about a battle with addiction, and how one places blame on themselves and those who introduced them to the drug in the first place}

it felt so right what an evil treat
hunger pains gnawed but I couldn't eat
I'll never defeat this hell it created
This was never like I anticipated
ny happiness faded, my worlds gone black
i wish i could, but i can never go back

i want to be a drug virgin
go back before this pain was inflicted
i want to be a drug virgin
before i knew so much about addictions
i want to be a drug virgin
before mushrooms, pills, and cocaine
i want to be a drug virgin
so i'll stop sending you all the blame

awake for days without sleep
we sunk so low so deep
we were like a bottomless pit
one after another, couldnt quit
we depended on it for happiness
in those days it could not exsist

i want to be a drug virgin
go back before this pain was inflicted
i want to be a drug virgin
before i knew so much about addictions
i want to be a drug virgin
before mushrooms, pills, and cocaine
i want to be a drug virgin
so i'll stop sending you all the blame

the devil had us, he devoured us whole
lifeless and pathetic, we sold our souls
It was never enough, we needed more
panic, paranoia, lock the door
we were acting like the rest of them
frantically searching for our friend
under the couch, under the table
we became another statistic, another label

i want to be a drug virgin
go back before this pain was inflicted
i want to be a drug virgin
before i knew so much about addictions
i want to be a drug virgin
before mushrooms, pills, and cocaine
i want to be a drug virgin
so i'll stop sending you all the blame

the sweet taste i'll always crave
an addiction i'll fight to my grave
random rage i cannot explain
guilt and sadness, forever pain
haunting me in my deepest dreams
open my mouth, silent screams

i want to be a drug virgin
go back before this pain was inflicted
i want to be a drug virgin
before i knew so much about addictions
i want to be a drug virgin
before mushrooms, pills, and cocaine
i want to be a drug virgin
so i'll stop sending you all the blame