Dear Matt,

                I’m sorry for doing this in such an elementary way, but I feel that you left me no other choice. You have ignored and avoided me for so long and as much as I do not want to do this I believe it has to be done. Please know that I really do not want to do this.

                You have to understand that I have liked you for awhile and I still do like you. But, when I get close to a person I always freak out. I am not comfortable with getting too close to a person and was slowly realizing that you were getting close. I freaked out. I am not the type of person to have a close relationship with anybody. You are the first person that I actually felt anything for. This is why I wanted to talk to you, but I know how it sounded – so for that I am sorry. I got scared because I started to fall for you and I cannot allow myself to get that close to anybody. I wish you would have given me the chance to explain, but you didn’t. I wish we could have worked this out – I wanted to, but I can understand that you don’t. I can accept that. I just wanted to say I am sorry. I hope we can still be friends.

Kambrie