Pity party table for one, Yes,I am whiney! what a stupid way to get back into writing I have no explict sex stories to tell. Looks like Dean finally can't keep up with me. I have taken back to using my B.O.B. almost everyday,

Have you ever heard the saying you always want what you cant have, cant get what you really need and dont want what you do have. this is me. I lovw Dean but I dont want a bed warmer I want a man who fucks like a porn star everytime I ask. recently he has been going thru a dry spell. DOnt get me wrong we still have sex maybe once a night or every other night. I want more!!!! I was perfectly happy when I got it 3 -4 times a nite. WTF. In addition I feel like a a sugar momma, That would be fine if he would keep up his part of the bargain if you catch my drift. What the hell happened to a guy who could fuck anytime any place?