|A glimpse into my world....|
So I had false labor yesterday. Scariest thing ever, and it wasnt even the real thing. I honestly dont know what im going to do when it actually happens. Im getting excited to see my little baby though, the sonograms keep getting cuter and cuter. He was smiling in the one today =) I honestly cant wait to see his face.
My actual due date is tomorow but since im not dialated at all...I dont see that happening. The doctor said if I have gone into labor by tuesday...were setting an appointment to induce me. ughh. I was reading a paper on iducing labor...there are some risky chances you take with that....im not entirly sure how I feel about it...then agian...I dont want to give birth to a gynormous baby. Who knows....Hopefully i Just go into labor SOON.
I honestly think im going to see if the boy will come home one of the nights this weekend and help me get this baby out. yeah, I know. definatly not the smartest move on my heart...but I cant even imagin being pregnant for two more weeks.... Ill like end up killing someone. Not to mention, my effing mother decides that she is going to be with her mancock this weekend....because "he's leaving for 12 days" omg. try having a boyfriend in the miitary and gone for months. its pathetic really. I asked her if she could go one weekend without seeing him because there is a good chace i could go into labor....and she was like "no, ill stay at the house if you want, but he'll come here" Like omg .... I dont like the guy...I obviously dont want him here if im going into labor. fuckkk a rooo. she can be such a royal bitch. Its all about her....all the time.
Whatevs. I wish I Could handle all this By Myself.
It would make it so much eaiser...
Ps. [super.fab].. Thanks for all the advice and encouregment! =] your a seem pretty bitchen! && Yes were going to rock the 110 bodysss. You'll probably get there before me....but it'll happen ...for the both of us =]