That yes, the whoel meds things is not a smart idea...and im not going to continue my search for them. As for the people that were on my back about having a son and not being healthy...I cant just quit with my eating disorders over night and Im not going to get better until im ready. I do want to be healthy for him...I really do.. but as of right now.. I dont really see it as much of a problem considering im at a normal weight for my height and the doctor says im in good health.
as for the being a slut part...the boy I was with is the father of my child and were still very close. I honestly am going to say that idk if him adn I are even fully broken up...yes, we dont have the title of being together, but we both still care very much for eachother. I have only been with one person in my life...and dont plan on being with anyone else till im married..therefore, Im not a slut.