Realizing that I'm better off writing all the good memories and thoughts down more because I want to be able to look back to remember and admire them. Life is not happy all the time nor are the moments in life always a positive outcome but I don't want to have focus so much on the down times in my life if they don't have much purpose to remember them. I want to grow in my life to succeed in a career, as a mother, and as a person with good wisdom, also wanting to continue to be a kind and helpful but to learn how to limit it at times so I protect myself from being taken advantage of. I do want to remember the good and the bad thoughts and memories in my life but just will limit the negative for a better outcome of I want to look back on.