What is the one thing most people don't know about you?

The one thing that most people don't know about me is that I am not as strong as they believe me to be.  I think I mask my true strength only to later find out that I am much weaker.  I takes a lot to break me however once I am broken I try that much harder to be as strong as I was however once there is a fracture in the foundation it only makes things much worse.

One of my weakness is not showing my weakness and at times not showing the appropriate emotion for the situation.  I fault others for the situation that at times is beyond their control.  I have to think if this is my way to give myself time to repair what every weakness I have by keeping people at bay while I heal.  Instead of making the relationship better by being clear as to what is going on I end up making that relationship weaker which results in a changed perception of me.  Okay now I understand that....NOW.

I can't help but be angry at myself for what I have done to contriute to my situation.

Now all I want to do is curl up and cry.......