|Putting things to rest|
What is the one thing most people don't know about you?
The one thing that most people don't know about me is that I am not as strong as they believe me to be. I think I mask my true strength only to later find out that I am much weaker. I takes a lot to break me however once I am broken I try that much harder to be as strong as I was however once there is a fracture in the foundation it only makes things much worse.
One of my weakness is not showing my weakness and at times not showing the appropriate emotion for the situation. I fault others for the situation that at times is beyond their control. I have to think if this is my way to give myself time to repair what every weakness I have by keeping people at bay while I heal. Instead of making the relationship better by being clear as to what is going on I end up making that relationship weaker which results in a changed perception of me. Okay now I understand that....NOW.
I can't help but be angry at myself for what I have done to contriute to my situation.
Now all I want to do is curl up and cry.......