So this is my first entry and I have no idea where to start this will definitely be short and to the point, tonight I learned something about my ex and his new love and realized not only are you destryoing our child togther you are hurtin me in the process of your famous lies we are all tryong to move on and find a better future?  You have decided it would be better to not admit you have another child from your first marriage, and I guess for you it's okay since all your lies now get you paid?  I would like to say I am not angry or ready to call you on it, but that would be a lie and we all know I can't lie, especially for you and someone who thought it would be okay to rip apart a family and make it her own!  I know you, you're thinikng this is a jealous act I have in my heart, but as you I have a new life and new love, but unlike you I refuse to deny my first born son and all the pain we as parents have put him through in young 19yrs. of life.  So as I learn this diary may help me, find some kind of peace and hope for a better future for myself, I refuse to let you think it will be okay to deny your obligations you made when you helped me bring that boy into our world!