I'm watching twilight now and the leading man is really cute...something  is bothering me in school. everybody seems to hate me. htey keep on saying bad things behind my baack and  everything that i do dont seem to please htem. i don't intend to hurt anyone, i just wrote what im thinking  but  they give too much meening to what i wrote there. I wish I  Mr. right come along soon. I need someone who will really accept me despite of all my inferfections. I can always take care of myself but I still want to meet that someone who can prove to me that I can't. I trust the Lord, he won't give me the test that I'm going through right now for no reason, I know someday I'll understand why these things should happen. I'm longing for someone who will be true to me, who will love me and protect me. my dreams is all I have right now. I can't afford to lose it since it is the only thing that is lewft to me now.