So my best friend happens to be a guy. My best friend also happens to be my ex. So stupid as it is we're living in a house together next year because he goes to the same college I'm transferring to. I didn't choose this school because of him but the fact that he went there and I had other friends there did sway my opinion. Before we dated we were great together, when we started dating we were good together. He's been my best friends and in love with me for about five years now. So i finally decided to be with him and now all of the sudden he wants nothing to do with me. Almost feel like it's payback. Problem is like I said before we're living together and now he's treating me like total shit for no other reason then he can.

The other part that pisses me off is that we both decided to just be friends because it would be easier to live together. Problem is that I am upset because I still really like him and i believe that he still liked me. Fool I am. He goes so this is gonna be hard, and I thought maybe he understands how I'm feeling. Turns out no not quite. He meant it as in sex which pissed me off.

Though he just imed me and we talked and hes like I want you in my future but i never do know how hes gonna treat me tomorrow. As my best friend I love him so much but I really don't know how much more of this I can take because it just really hurts.

I don't know what to do...