|Cold to the bones, I love you.|
Beating me down, down into the grown...
I'm lucky to live in Canada. I know this. I'm lucky I don't live in poverty. I know this.
I've been self-harming more. It will be several years before I can expose my leg again. Surprise. Still it's not the same as mutilating my arm, but I guess I'm biased.
I'm unsure, but I feel strong. I'm unhappy about my body, but I am confident.
There is this Czech exchange student in my school that I realllllllllllllllly want to fuck. I don't think I've ever met anyone who gives me the *swoon* effect. I don't even know. Maybe it's his Open Relationship status on Facebook, on that shirt he wears that says God Bless Atheism. :P
I'm feeling unproductive.
List of people I want to fuck
M. K- Czech exchange student
My biology teacher (female)
D. C - Junkie fuck up who was in my homeroom since 8th grade... I tried to not care about him, but yeah.
J. P - Random hippie guy in a hippie band, but is perfection in physical form. <3 dreadlocks
There! That's better.