So, it all started when i was of the age of six. My brother, Andreaw and I had never gotten along. Well this is why....

............................Like i said, it all started at the age of six..............................................

I used to be terrified of the dark. And i would have alot of bad nightmares...very expicit, bloody, Well, I used to go to my parents room alot when I got scared. But they didn't like that. So i would go to my brother Andrew because he would always be awake. He would tell me scarry things to keep me awake. He accualy kept me awake all night one time by telling me someone was going to break into the house and kill me. Well, one night he decided we should play a game...he called it..."Doctor." Now keep in mind im only six years old. And he was thirteen. So i say okay.Well I'm not going to go into detail, but yes...I was raped, and molested....and it was more then just that one night....He used to threaten me that he wanted to kill me and my whole family. And he would tell me just how he wanted to do it, and it often included alot of blood, and creepy things, things a little kid should never have to think about. He would call me names, like ugly and fat, and stupid. And he would make fun of me and get others to join in. I remeber being home alone with him one night and he threatened to kill me right then and there, I almost called the cops. But he would imediatley appologize. So I would hang up the phone. I should have called though...and now i still have to live with him.

So I ended up keeping the whole thing secret. I kept it a secret for over ten years before I finally toled someone....