|Languishing in Nothingness|
....and I still love him. I had to end it because I knew that was all we could ever have.
I tell my friends that I am OK with not getting married - as long as I am immersed in doing interesting things. But the truth is, I want someone to share my life with. Being in love is such a great feeling. It feeds your soul and the world feels somewhat right. Will it ever happen? I guess I have to be prepared for 'no'.
when I started working with this company I found out that there is a girl here who thought she would have gotten the job. Of course she has been giving me hell. And of course she is always trying to be a know-it-all while trying to make it appear as though I don't know what I am doing. Previously I'd get angry when people are bitchy and manipulative, but who cares? chances are I will leave her here. It's a boring job anyway so I don't see why it matters so much. When I leave, she is welcome to the position!