Sorry for not writing in a while...I have been super busy/stressed! I have found out that I have to go for surgery on October 14th....they want to look at my woman parts!  I am not happy about it! Its just day surgery...nothing serious! I have to be put under, which I think is the scariest part! I am nervous/scared about what they find or see! Hopefully all is good, and I am still able to have more kids! But if not, I am happy with the one I have!

My son is walking ALL over the place now! I am so proud of him, and he is proud of himself too. Next step will be POTTY TIME! The sooner I get him out of daipers the better! And we're currently working on weaning him off his bottle....sippy cups are a pain in the ass though! I finally got him room all organized and cleaned too. It looks like a little boys room now, not a big heap of stuff anymore! I plan to donate a good trunk full of old baby things to Good Will sometime this week! That will give me some more space to work with too! I went through all his small clothes again, for the 6th time in a couple months, and cut that down in half....I kept all the cute ones, lol!

We found out this weekend we have a hornets nest at the end of our driveway! We ran over it with our car probably about 10 times this morning, and we plan to spray it with Hornet Spray tonight while they are sleeping! When we were checking out the house...the gardens, and lawn and stuff, we seen a huge Toonie-Size spider hanging off the side of our front living room window...IT WAS HUUUUUGE! It was kind of cool too see it crawl up its web. Buuuut my Fiance is totally afraid of Spiders since he got bit by one when he was three years old, and he was in the hospital for a long long long time! He is all messed up now because of it, so he sprayed it with the bug spray and it fell to the ground, and got crunched!

I have decided I am going to go on a health rampage. I need to get healthy. And I need to start looking after myself. I hate having doctors telling me things, that honestly arent even problems I am dealing with right now. I told my "Woman Doctor" about my "woman problems" and she automatically said "Lose Some Weight"....like take a second to think about it lady! I absolutely hate doctors! I hate going to see them, I hate when they give me prescriptions, I never get them filled. Its always so rushed! I hate the Alberta Health Care System! Maybe its just me, lol!

I have been working my ass off at work as usual! Im actually getting some compliments from it though. A "Good Job" from managers go a long way dont ya think! My deli manager has told me a few times now "I Love You"...lol, shes great. She is the most honest manager I have ever worked for, and I love her for it. Most people think shes a bitch, but not me. I respect her for how much she has had to over-come. When I worked for her a few years ago at a different Safeway, her husband died of a heart attack at 46, and she was so alone. She only took 2 months off...came back stronger than ever. None of us knew how she could come back how she did. It was amazing. I think she is my role model/mentor! She is an amazingly strong woman, and great person to look up too. I definatley want to learn everything else I need to from her!

My Mom is having a really hard time at work with her people not listening to her. She is the manager at a Wal-Mart bakery. She is so fed up with all of them, she is ready to walk out most days! And I wouldn't blame her! She is going to look into Cobbs Bread Franchise! So hopefully it all works out for her! Im thinking about taking a trip over to see her this afternoon sometime, maybe after dinner.

I am totally addicted to the new Call Of Duty Zombie Map! We downloaded it a week or so ago. I am reeeeally reeeeally good at it. I wish I had someone to play it with and TALK too

Buuuut anyways..I must clean my house now...its a disater as usual!

Thanks for reading!

~Me!