Every time  i see you now

my soul shines

my face lights up

and my heart glows

i envy you

your a soldier

and i was your enemy

i put you through so much

and you kept you head

i shot at you

but you never shot back

so finally

i joined your side

us against the world

we will fight

and we will triumph

soldiers fighting side by side

together forever

we are one.

this one is about my mom, when i was 16 i started running away like every time i got cought

 would run again. and my mom would come to get me and try to lock me away in a behavioral

facility, and every time she would take me we, well i fought her, she hit back.  i would cuss her up and 

down, she never really hit me when we fought, but when she would get pissed she would get my step dad to beat the fuck out of me with the buckle of a belt, he did it cause she never could cause ide fight back, but thats another story.  i wrote this because i have forgiven her for her stupidity and i have apologised for my own shit, and we now get along.  well if you want to here more on this story write  me and i will tell you

signed,

i wish it were simpler.