well I hav one thing on my mind...

I was on facebook...

I really need to stop goin on facebook cuz it makes me soo freaking depressed.

I see everyone I know having great times without me

Almost like I don't exist anymore.

I guess it's because I'm so depressing all the time...

Maybe I bring others down, by being so depressed.

I hate that...I have no real friends anymore.

CJ and I ruined, and Hannah doesn't even really talk to me anymore

Maybe I did something wrong...

Maybe she just hates me or something

I mean I want to get to know her friends, so I can be a part of her life again but that just hasn't happened and it's tearing me apart

I mean She and CJ are always hanging out without me and they don't even ask if I wanna join.

It makes me really depressed knowing, while I'm stuck here in my own personal hell all of my friends are having a good time.

I wonder what they did this weekend without me?

I thought we were friends, but I guess not.

Well Ashley Day and I are friends again.

She even asked me to stay after school with her, her brother Christain and Brad!

I can't wait...It's an oppunity to be friends again!

Yay! I just wish I could be Chelsea Adams...

She is soo freaking gorgeous and perfect!

She's in my German class and everyone just loves her!

I wanna hate her but I can't.

She's so unique and beautiful

Perfect hair, perfect skin, perfect teeth, perfect boyfriend, perfect friends, SHE'S JUST PERFECT!

I wish I could be her...

She's an actor and is just so great!

Heres a contest:

Who is prettier pic A or pic B

Pic A:

Pic B:

I so want her to be my friend, but then again if we were friends then I'd be more depressed.

So here's my new motto, BE CHELSEA ADAMS!