|Inside, I'm Screaming|
well I hav one thing on my mind...
I was on facebook...
I really need to stop goin on facebook cuz it makes me soo freaking depressed.
I see everyone I know having great times without me
Almost like I don't exist anymore.
I guess it's because I'm so depressing all the time...
Maybe I bring others down, by being so depressed.
I hate that...I have no real friends anymore.
CJ and I ruined, and Hannah doesn't even really talk to me anymore
Maybe I did something wrong...
Maybe she just hates me or something
I mean I want to get to know her friends, so I can be a part of her life again but that just hasn't happened and it's tearing me apart
I mean She and CJ are always hanging out without me and they don't even ask if I wanna join.
It makes me really depressed knowing, while I'm stuck here in my own personal hell all of my friends are having a good time.
I wonder what they did this weekend without me?
I thought we were friends, but I guess not.
Well Ashley Day and I are friends again.
She even asked me to stay after school with her, her brother Christain and Brad!
I can't wait...It's an oppunity to be friends again!
Yay! I just wish I could be Chelsea Adams...
She is soo freaking gorgeous and perfect!
She's in my German class and everyone just loves her!
I wanna hate her but I can't.
She's so unique and beautiful
Perfect hair, perfect skin, perfect teeth, perfect boyfriend, perfect friends, SHE'S JUST PERFECT!
I wish I could be her...
She's an actor and is just so great!
Heres a contest:
Who is prettier pic A or pic B
I so want her to be my friend, but then again if we were friends then I'd be more depressed.
So here's my new motto, BE CHELSEA ADAMS!