sorta irritated with people today.... i'll tell you how my day went.

Went to school. Came home. Went to Jess's house. 

and then we went to the mall... Right as we walked in we saw Cortney&Lexy. oh my fuck... i almost stabbed someone. They like tracked us down and said::                                   "if yer gonna talk shit then say it to my fucking face".... so of coarse my automatic return was                                 " the feelings are fucking mutual so don't expect my respect if you can't offer yer own" and then Jess and I walked away... of coarse they went and talked to Edgar... the one guy who has a problem with me and Jess. So we just like said "oh shit.." and got ourselves out of the mall... so i called Derrek... I don't care if we ended bad he is like.. really close with me now..  and he lives right by the mall so of coarse i'm calling him... i was like "Hey um.. can you come to the mall" D:why? " umm cause edgar is like going to eat me..." D: fuck idk if i can.. i'll call you back.... so we went and hid in Macy's until he called us and told us to meet him half way.... when we got there he pulled fuckin brass knuckles and a large hunting knife out his pocket.i was like "oh my god derrek i fucking love you" he just hugged me and said it wasn't a problem.. so we went and sat in the mall until we figured they had left.. and then we went to petco:D haha... i bought myself fish.. haha... oh..  so another thing....

Last night derrek called me about to fucking punch something and i actually got him to calm down.. so like an hour later he texted me saying this....             "I'm so glad we met, we have had some good and bad times when hanging out... i loveyou so much(as a sis). you have always been there for me... you're a good friend and a good person to talk to"............ i had to lock the text cause it made me feel speciall... hahah

Cade is in jail.. again... he should get out tomorrow or sunday... bleh:/.... i need a hug... idk.... i has to go...

peace...

♥carliijo