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32. craves and needs. Monday, November 30, 2009

it's weird, sitting at a table with 8 other people, listening to the verbiage and ranting, and feeling as though you don't exist.

welcome to my life as a card player.

god, i'm oddly lonely, as of late. ugh.

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Look around, if you see a guy in jeans and a tattered black hoodie, chainsmoking and playing slots&sluts like theres no tomorrow..he might be me. Wheres that piece of ass with my shirley temple..
[Astek]

11/30/2009 5:40:42 PM

its like that saying, "feeling more lonely in a crowd than actually being alone." goes something like that. i'm actually trying to burn bridges on purpose now. i guess i used to keep my ex's close so just in case i was single i had someone to fall back on. it sounds so pathetic but at least i've made a lot of progress with it. its so hard doing the right thing when you want that instant feel good! [i want more]

11/30/2009 6:15:56 PM

i played poker over the weekend.. was failing miseably of course but won one hand and won over $2000 in one go.. i was impressed with myself, it actually made me think of you although we soon lost interest and fell into a drunken oblivion once more.

if you can handle being lonely you can handle anything.
i can't. [DG20]

12/1/2009 1:06:23 AM

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