So I went out. Wasn't sure where to go at first. We thought maybe the Ivy and considering that (and some of the readers might remember him from earlier entries but remember Ben? The guy I used to see who ended up on Australia's Contender?) Ben worked at the Ivy I texted him to see how long the line was. Regret... anyways so he's not working there anymore and has taken boxing as his fulltime career. Makes sense with the fights he's been doing. Anyways... so now he's been texting me and trying to flirt with me all night. If I don't respond - look at my phone there's 6 msgs. We dated back in 08... go figure. 

Ended up in Cargo Bar in Darling Harbour. Pretty sure everyone there enjoyed my little silly dance routine of "Sexy and I Know It". Even used my mate and her bf as little props in my routine LOL. Some randoms came and joined us then this sleazy guy came along and started to unbutton and take off his shirt. So I started mimicking him being an idiot and he got the picture, was embarrassed cos he was with his mates who were watching and left. Haha!

I had a pretty good time considering that I hadn't been out in SOOOO long. Ry doesn't care if I go out but I get the feeling he does... if that makes sense. He says he doesn't care but he does. I went out a few weeks ago with a mate who was gay and one of his mates and we went out in Oxford St which has a lotta gay people in it. Ry still felt threatened by it. At the time Ry was going out too but he left early cos he told me that we would hang but I ended up ignoring that and going out. I only lasted 2 hrs out there anyways cos the scene gets a little overcrowded. He was pretty disappointed that I had gone out but hey... I wasn't going to wait around for him. He kept his word at the time but who knows... ya know? So the next morning on that day he woke up and told me he had this dream that he had told me to fuck off so I had packed my things and left him. I asked him what the fight was about and he told me that it was because I went out with my gay mates and told him about me getting cracked onto etc and he got jealous and told me to F off. He's a pretty jealous type as well in a silent kinda way. If that makes sense. But yeah. Anyways so I was a little paranoid about seeing his older brother out. I know it's a big place but who knows... you always run into someone you know or someone you've met before etc. 

So afterwards we went to Harry's for a pie. Parked across the road at the petrol station was a police riot squad (probs cos there has been heaps of warning after the whole riot the other weekend or whatever). Now... I have some mates that have trained for TOU and trained for specialist units but far out these guys were HUGE!!! Hello boys... lol. Ry is super tall and built pretty much like Dolph Lundgren in his early martial arts movies except Ry has more bulk... but he also has leaner legs. But these guys... hello boys... lol. They were just massive all over. They should really build a scoop to place at the front of their vehicle to scoop up the protestors. That's what I would do. 

ANyways so it's been ages since I've put selfies up so I was being an idiot with Photo Booth. 


Brown sugar spray in the hair ooo yeah



Smooth it out




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