i couldnt cope yesterday, just shut down and shut off. faced the wall and hid.
i'm sorry my entries aren't fun.
i'm not in a good place.

i was supposed to go to freyja's garden party yesterday and she leaves for NZ tomorrow so i feel like a bad friend. 

i'm eating.
and sleeping more than i should, but at least im sleeping. 
i'll try and write more. i promise. i always say that.


if any of you are on facebook, feel free to add me. there's pictures of the holiday i was on in france.
http://www.facebook.com/annanickolls