How did this happen? Well hell I don't know, I came home Wednesday with a little cough, then Thursday I had a achey body but I still went to the car show with Brian, I didn't really want to go cuz I felt achey but I went any way, we got home and then Brian threw out his back, call me selfish but he injured his back while playing with me. I say I feel selfish because if you remember I threw out my back a few months ago and Brian had pulled a passive agressive bull shit move a few months before that and I ended up with no health insurance so I suffered through the pain without medication except for what muscle relaxers I could get from my mom. So he throws his back out and refuses to go to the doctor we go to sleep and I keep waking up covered in sweat with chills and a hacking cough. Every time I wake up I have to change my clothes because I was soaked in sweat. The third time I woke up Brian woke up too and he had to go to the bathroom, I asked him if he wanted to go to the emegency room and he finally said yes, only took him four times. We went and he was given all the good meds, I say I felt happy for him that he was getting something to relieve his pain because even though I had to suffer through the same pain him being not in pain meant I could get some rest. I actually fell asleep next the hospital bed sitting up, wheazing the whole time. I went home and took care of him all day Friday but I felt so bad, this morning it was worse, I went to the doctors, they said I have bronchitis and pneumonia. Wtf.... seriously? So I am sick, I am irritated because I am sick and now I am worried that the baby will get sick too. I have an inhailer, cough supressent and antibiotics. Brian is on valiums, norcal and something called tor something or other and I make sure he takes them because they knock him out and keep him out of my hair. Is that bad? Well the doctors said he should take the meds, I think its good that he takes them for a minute so he gets bettere and so I can get better. I pray that the baby doesn't get sick, I am trying to keep him from being sick, as for me, well I need to get better soon, I can't afford to be sick, the house is a mess and I have only been out of it for two days and the house is upside down. Other than that I think everything has been okay, Brian was acting like an ass before his injury, I wonder if it isn't kharma. He said to me, "I can't ever count on you for anything." Last time he said that he ended up in the ER with a dislocated shoulder. Hmmm, I suppose he should stop saying those things, as usual I ended up taking care of him and not taking care of me, but now I'm sick. Ugh.