I still think about her quite a bit.  I keep waiting for this pain to ease...  I don't know why this has to be so much harder to deal with than any other death I've ever had to deal with.  I still imagine her in the sunny skies...  I still think about her everytime I see a butterfly...  And of course going in the closet hasn't gotten any easier.  

My grandmother ended up in the hospital again about 2 weeks ago.  My uncle found her in the hallway...  We weren't sure at the time if she had another stroke or not...  They found bleeding on her brain.  Thank God it turned out to be old blood.  They sent her home a week later.  She's very weak and has a harder time walking now.  I'm not the only one in the family who thinks that she doesn't have much time left.  She's 83 and every year she gets weaker.

My daughter finally had tubes put in her ears about 3 weeks ago.  She's doing fine with them.  I took her to the doctor today for her check up and everything is looking well. 

I'm thinking of taking the babies to the Dewberry Farm this weekend if the weather permits...  I'd like to also take them to the Renaissance Festival.  And some time next month the multiples mom group is having a fall festival. 

Anywho... Just waiting for the hubby to come home.  He's working late tonight.  I'm so ready for bed... I wish he was home already.  I had a root canal done on an abscessed tooth done yesterday... Been drained ever since.