Please don't think that I'm lazy, I'm just a tad busy. Friday is midquarter, so there is the usual crush to get everything in. As is, I should be typing up an alternate ending to Crime and Punishment, and doing some online exercise for French. But...I have some time before dinner is ready, and after dinner I will go to the gym. Or eat more nutella. Yum.

Regardless. I have been up to a lot of stuff. Last weekend I had my birthday dinner, pretended V Day doesn't exist (as it doesn't, for single people) and went to my friend's barn to see her horse. Then Tuesday after school I went to the guys' team tennis practice, because I'm helping managing their team. Gotta scope out the talent (I'm a two time CIF Champ, BT Dubs).

Life's the usual. Made some crepes recently. YUM. Now i am sitting with my dog under the blanket, playing Bubble Spinner Two, and procrastinating. Now that it's second semester it is so hard to focus, because it is almost over. Cap and gown measurements start on Friday. I will be leaving, and fairly soon.

How fast high school was. So many loves and hates and grades and the daily grind. I doubt I will remember it fondly, other than tennis season and a few friends. Because I am going to tell you a secret.

One that I have never told anyone, only myself.

I have never been kissed.

Yes, you read that correctly. I hadn't intended to drop this bomb today, or really ever, because it is embarassing. I am eighteen years old, and have never been kissed on the mouth.
And I have had a boyfriend, one official one. I don't know why he didn't kiss me, and it really bothers me that he didn't. But what also bothers me is that I didn't kiss him.

Anyways, thoughts. Um, is this normal? *Cough*. Anyone else, problems like this? Lazy people? Hate V day?

Awkwardly yours,

CxH