The full of my title should read..

Live as if you were to die tomorrow,    

Learn as if you were to live forever.

but alas there is no room for that.

One other quote I read today is.. Success doesn't come to you, you go to it!

And as I reflect on that quote let me just say I worked another day with the job I've had for two years today. Just one step closer to achieving the goals I have requiring money urgently!

I find myself needing to remind myself every day that I go to a job I don't want to go to that, if I don't go I'm pushing my goals further away, if I do go I'm taking one small step which means some progress! Its not even that I don't like working where I have been for 2 years, I love the client and the job but there are just so many staffing problem. With certain staff trying to steal other peoples shifts, who turn up late for their own. Roster admin taking shifts off staff who have shown them loyalty and good work ethic. That's how I lost my shifts I took 4 weeks maternity leave, came back and the roster admin person only gave me three of my shifts back. Then Im supposed to feel sorry for the staff that took my shift? because what? They only have 3 times the number of shifts that I have despite only having been there 1/3 of the time I have and always showing up late, breaking the rules and being handed everything on a silver platter! This is BS.

At my new job I have the respect of staff for my qualifications and experience. The only thing that is daunting there is that I will have to use physical strength to retrain one of the clients from hurting themselves or myself, but I'm determined to make this work! I have to! We need the money to get where we want to be!

Home alone tonight, hubby's on duty. Though I cant really say home alone as my parents are in our spare room and the kids are in bed. Working a late shift tomorrow at the new job 2pm-10pm Hope I do alright!

Oh I do have on highlight of today..

I booked and put a deposit on a holiday for March 2013 with Amanda!