|..Lost In Wonderland..|
I leave for Cali in just a couple of weeks. I am super excited about seeing my mom. I don't think we have EVER gotten along so well. It's almost like what I've always wanted...I just wish I could talk to her about wanting to start trying to have a baby. I can't bring myself to do that. I'm not sure how she will respond. My dad responded with not wanting to talk about it lol.
Kasi and I are doing ok. Getting on each others nerves I suppose. She is a little stressed about school because her loan money isn't as much as she thought it was going to be so she has to pay 700 dollars and isn't too sure how she is going to come up with all of the money. Her and I keep bickering about how I'm *suppose* to act around her family. She gets mad because I'm not like her. She's all proper with other people's families but when it comes to her she acts like her real self. Well I'm not fake with anyone...either way..my parents her parents...i'm going to be myself. Why the hell not? She got mad at me cause I woke up the other day at her parents house and she starts asking me like a million and one questions. I am a morning person don't get me wrong..although this was 7 at night since I do work nights I sleep usually all day almost. Well shit..let me wake up first and then you can question me all you want. So..she sat down to eat..I didn't want to eat, where I'm from you just don't eat green beans and potatoes together..yucka...she was asking me stupid things and I just in the nicest way possible told her to not talk to me right now. Well she got mad cause she said her parents bitch about how we talk to each other even though more than half of the time we are joking around.
Well this is my opinion. She doesn't want to talk to her parents about her and I being together, then her parents have no right to say anything about how we act with one another. To them I am just her friend...so let the friend be and be on your way. They don't know what I put up with and damn I had just woke up. Ida know...I'm cranky I know.
Well I'm dont ranting for one evening...time to go be cold again..