Juliet_Recaptured

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State: Indiana

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The great escape Wednesday, April 06, 2011

I am leaving in a little over two months, if I can just hold it together until then. My friend Lana's death really tipped the scale for me. It's time to go home. When I am there, it feels like nothing here is real or solid. Almost like it never happened. I could gladly sink into forgetfulness at this point.

I will never do this to myself again.

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Why do you need to wait two months? Getting finances or affairs in order first?

And does he know this is the plan? [Shiek_2002]

4/6/2011 8:17:57 PM

Be free kitten [Exile|D]

4/6/2011 9:47:03 PM

ryn: A good idea and and even better idea.

Hope all goes well enough for you. Is home back where you were before this unwanted move, or somewhere altogether fresh? [Shiek_2002]

4/6/2011 10:13:58 PM

It sounds like a very tough couple of months you've just had. If it helps, it sounds like you are making the right decision for yourself and that is the most important thing. [Little Spoon]

4/7/2011 3:11:57 AM

I just spent about an hour reading through your past entries. I came here by random at first.

I just want you to know that I think you're a very strong person. I've been in this same situation and left as well.

It was the best thing I ever did.

I'll be reading you from now on! [xoxo, Jenn]

4/7/2011 11:50:51 AM

i'd added you on my bookmarks coz i was curious which way if any you'd decide to act. if you do go through with this, i'd be happy for you. coz it sounds like you've needed it for a while now.
and at the risk of sounding rude/nose: any particular reason why you seem conscious of your teeth? [prometheus1987]

4/8/2011 3:18:15 PM

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