Ugh! I have been super unmotivated lately, school work is gonna just be piling upon me, i better watch it. math is a breeze i'm not too worried a/b chemistry, and well, bio is a beast of lots of knowledge. I know these days just aren't goin by fast enough, but now my husband is officially working and driving...yay! i just wish it were full time and not min. wage, but some thing is better than nothing and hey, at least i can take fridays off! yay! fuck yeah, i can actually go do something, even though chances are he'll be working, but at least i'll have that time to myself for studyin or what ever. work is driving me crazy, they wrote me up for using fb during work hours....uhm no, i was on break, some of ya were on there as my friend...do u think im that stupid, ? dumbass petty snitching bullshit...when does a NURSE have time to face book aside from her break?@?!?!? i'll tell ya now: never. duh. i'm a lil tired of being the go to girl when shit is needing to be done, i'm just spent on everyone else and for once y can't I call on THEM for something? pride pride pride of a goddam Leo. its a shame my heart is bigger than my wallet. wishin i could help my sister out this year...she's drowning.slowly. into a spiral of debt and depressing associated with lack of mulah, and not to mention her pos ex husband not paying shit again after he used her..did house construction for her after the "accident" and then fuckin dipped as soon as he felt like a house bitch, um u know he doesnt work so work around the house and watching his own daughter is reasonable considering he didnt pay for shit..way to hit hard in vulnerable spot asshole. then now, my sister has my niece every weekend...and he's talkin about lowered child support? uhm no u pos....i get so frustrated over the generalized lack of responsibility folks get away with these days...trips me out completely, knowing you arent hurting urself of ur ex, only ur child...idk, things never really change...only your perception does...wishin i was a kid again....