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That crazy little Feeling
Abby Wiktorski


Age: 19
Sex: F
State: Massachusetts

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Why am I never good enough Tuesday, June 01, 2010

When I said i didnt know what to say, i do, i just know you dont was to hear it. I would say that i know if we were together that'd i'd actually be happy. That i felt sick when i saw on fb that you were in a relationship. fuck facebook. That it made me feel like a piece of shit when you told me you wanted to go to prom by yourself, but ended up taking your bestfriends sloppy seconds. That i once thought of giving up my purity ring for you. (thank god i didnt) That even though were not together i hope your reallly happy with her, because shes everything im not. That when you told me you were gonna make more of an effort to talk and i said i believe you, i really dont. That one day i hope you realize what you missed out on. That i pray you come running back just so i can make you feel what i feel right now. Does that make me a bad person? Why do my good days always turn out shitty, why cant i have just ONE good day



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You don't deserve him. You need someone who cares for you the way you are. But honestly, you need to love yourself too. (I know, thats soooo cliche, huh?) [Broken Angel71] 6/2/2010 1:34:33 AM
Honey, somone is looking out for you. He doesn't sound anywhere good enough for you. I know it's hard when you like someone, but at least you've seen the person he really is and I think your pride is hurt more than anything. When I find the day seems to be going wrong, I sit down and try to find 5 things I have to be thankful for. It always seems to help to put me in a better mood. [CanadianJade] 6/2/2010 1:53:19 PM
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