Pretty freaking excited... And pretty freaking nervous lol.

I am just super excited to get some of these sexual frustration out!!! I want to do very, very naughty things.

3 and a half months!! As soon as Steve is in person, in front of me... Jumping his bones. I don't care if it is in the airport bathroom... the parking lot... whever. Public isn't new to us! Not a blow job fan, usually, but all I can think of lately is sucking the shit out of his dick!! (sorry dirty, i know... can't help it) I really don't ever bless him with those.. He can probably count the times on two hands... But I want to do it a lot, a lot when he comes home!!

I am kinda happy that we are able to open up with each other so much about what we want sexually during this deployment.. Going to make sex VERY interesting when he comes home. Not sure where we stand on a playmate when he comes home.. But I am really leaning towards the idea. I mean if we ever decide we aren't okay with it, we can always quit... Before he had left, we hardly did have sex.. Just got so routine.. I think us being more open, since we have to talk about it rather than do it, will really happen.

Ahh anyways Victoria... Can't wait!! (: