| Ashley Renee |
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Today I woke up in an okay mood...I got a little teary eyed when I heard the Star Spangled Banner on the radio...but didn't cry!
I also did not cry before bed last night...although it breaks my heart to reach over and still only feel pillows...and not J. Anyways...as I drove to work I cranked up the Radio to classic 80's Rock...my mood sky rocketed! It felt good to do the normal morning routine of singing in the car to my fave songs...and Starbuck always makes me feel better too. So here I am at work...not busy, well...I have stuff to do...I am just not doing it at the moment...haha...and I am in a good mood. J called me twice today...from Skype (best thing in the world!!). I love hearing from him <3 That man is my life. We have had REALLY BAD TIMES. We have been through the worse things you imagine...but we always pulled through...talked it all over...and decided we loved each other enough to continue and change...and here we are...still together...still in love...and 100% positive that we are soul mates. We are both really tough people, both head strong and aggressive...I guess thats why we belong together...any less of a man and he couldn't handle me...lol, yea I admit stuff like that! J just called and is about to get on the plane to Afghan...*sigh* I need to call and tell his parents. O! And I just ordered US, Marine Corps, and LSU garden flags to put in planters on my balcony at home!! Super Excited to get them in... Yes...I am super in love with J...he is my best friend...my rock...my world...my HERO My hearts stops everytime I see him in Cammies...and my heart melts when he wears dress blues....it's okay to be jealous if you have a civilian spouse/BF/lover lol Tonight I am going see Eclipse with two girlfriends (Kelly and Virginia). I can't wait to see the previews for Harry Potter lol. Okay...this is long enough...till next time!! ![]()
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