Ok so whats new. Well let me start off with this teacher I have who has lost my homework repeatly and other classmates. She also said I was absent on day when I was there. I had to tell her what we did that day in class. so she said I must have turned in my project late. I so wanna drop my class with her. She's unfair in alot of ways. But if I drop Orion will lose his scholarship for his school. Aghhh, I'm so annoyed

Then there's the "Big Move" Steve is at the point when February rolls around that he wants to. His parents playing favorite my brother in laws gf pissy because I might be pregenet. Why should she be a bitch to me if that's the case. Ummm were married so I think we should have to use protection all the time. ***********TMI********** like in the shower. sorry Y'all, Like we plan on doing it in the shower. Ok so here's what I need to do. Find a job before we move. Even part time is better then nothing.

Steve got the new black ops today. I think I night go insane with that game. It's Ok his birthday is in 16 days.

My father in aw wants to make the back room Orion's. I fear if that happens we'll be stuck there. I want my own place and away from my family. and his. I know that sounds bad. We want Julie to go with us. His dad is always saying that well not make it we fail and have to come back. Bullshit that's not going to happen. All I can think about is moving away. I hate it here. I'm miserable. and I have to smile and nod.

My father in law got rid of Orion's dog because he thought she was pissing and shitting everywhere now he knows its there stupid speed bump. and he isn't saying they need to get rid of it. How annoying. Oh and not only do I have to cook for 8 people (who don't appreciate it) but clean up after them to. I go to school I do my homework and I'm a mom. but that's not good enough mikes gf maybe goes to school doesn't do her homework and does nothing and doesn't get yelled at. Man my life sucks. Seriously. Maybe I can find a job in PA as long as I stay close to the mts its pretty and nice. Were still discussing where to move to. I have a GREAT friend who lives in PA and her husband I think would get along great with mine and her daughter and Orion will get along. Ok enough bitching and complaining. I cant wait for thanksgiving that seems to bee when everyone is treat equal in this house....... Did I mention my in laws for Xmas want to fix Orion's room Lord I don't want that to happen I don't want this place to be permanent..........thanks for listening love y'all