Ok today rather turned out not too good. I don't want to be too negative and therefore tag monday's as a very bad day for me. Well ummm i got up late today and was supposed to resume at the office before 9.00 am but un fortunately, mavis made me late for work. well, not that i blame this fellow for being helpful, its just that i'm not so used to recieving nice treatments from people, so this keeps me uncomfortable. back to the point, i got to work late today and then my boss called me and warned me about coming late; of course the excuse i gave was a very flimzy one. i was a lil bit embarrassed and it made me feel a depressed.  well im feeling better off, then i sent a mail to my friend and was waiting for a reply which i got but was a lil bit awkward.  i later went to have lunch  and this meal was super boring...

then dealing with this obsessed dude is rather more difficult than i expected it to be. this guy wants to know every move i make and everyone i talk to. Gosh i wish i could call him and let him knwo that i dont feel the same for him, but its quite difficult to do that, so i'll just give him cold shoulders till he figures it out himself. then lastly i dont know why i keep stalking my ex, through social networks and i dont see any good it has done for me, except for the fact that i unravel so many truths that was hidden in the past and guess what ; it still hurts that there were so many lies he told. 

thirdly, im having a very rough relationship with my dad and he doesnt seem to care about me anymore, its so painful but im learning to deal with it. I dont know hpw the rest of the day will go but right now i feel peace within because ive been able to express my anger in writings......... love life