Dear Diary

I will probably will have these ugly scars inside but they have healed but every once in a while glow red and become itchy. They don't bleed anymore. What a wonderful feeling. I didn't know how id move on after I gave someone my everything. Breaking ties was the best thing I ever finally did.

NEW JOB? maybe

NEW CAR ? maybe

OWN PLACE ? HELL YAS!

I am taking some chances, at the same time, rolling the dice in hopes that I have waited long enough to come up snake eyes.

Luck hopefully with grace me soon. I haven't had allot in a while and just want to have a few things that are new and mine. Grow up a little more. Not more then I can handle but just enough to be alright with my life again. <3

Will never be able to live for the moment , Thinking forward is what I am cursed with .