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jolie_laide


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Up in the air Monday, March 12, 2012

Everything is up in the air right now. It's a major learning experience to be sure. I have a chance to register for classes before April 30th, but I have to wait for my brother to sign the papers for me. He's working some tough overtime hours, so I hope he's able to do so in time. Meanwhile, I've spent my time working on my attitude and having a bit of fun to take my mind off of worrying myself to exhaustion. (Been getting no sleep lately, that needed to stop.)

My plan for tomorrow is to practice my programming skills a bit. Just little functions just to relax and enjoy the process of learning. The anxiety and stress I've placed on myself interfere with my progress. This should be the week of noodling around. Maybe play around in Unity3D with some tutorials.  

Meditation has been a good help lately. Forces me to clear my cache. Learning to let go  of certain detrimental habits is tough, but that's the way it's supposed to be. Used to worry about that a lot. I kind of look forward to tomorrow.



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Giving up bad habits can be insanely difficult. Giving up smoking made me cry and curl up into the premnatal position, but it was worth it.

Take care. [Mr. Mofo]
3/12/2012 11:50:50 PM
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