The fact that nothing about my life makes sense scares me a lot.
I'm been such a disappointment to everyone and everything lately, and it's getting hard to bear.
my grades aren't what they should be, i keep spending money "recklessly" and my grandpa looks out for me, when i have no intention of coming.
Everything I used to know is falling apart.
The fact of the matter is, Everyone keeps telling me i can do whatever i want. But i can't. i know that i cant. and it's their "positive feelings" that keep me anxious all the time. because when i start to figure out that i can't do everything, i melt down.
I hate letting people down.