It's not fair.
why do i pick up on everyone else's unhappiness, but no one picks up on mine?
It's like...I pick up on everything. I noticed when one of my friends was planning to kill herself, and i did something about it.
But its like...I'm just as unhappy. and yet no one has even asked me how i'm doing. My mom knows that I struggle with anxiety (she knows, but thinks i'm making it all up...) but there has never been a time where she asked how I was doing.
Every night, for the past 5 months has been extremely hard to get through.
Most nights end up with me in tears. But I wake up the next day, and I go about my daily business...and no one notices anything.
Everyone...EVERYONE expects me to be perfect, and to fix everything.
I just want someone to notice that i'm not okay.
and that eventually...I wont be able to fix anything.