Well I can honestly tell you that today I am in a better mood than I was yesterday! For one I got some sleep.. and two, well I got laid!  Anyways, there were two reasons why I was in a pissy mood yesterday.. one was of course this whole thing about my family.. and the other thing was because my husband was in a pissy mood all day yesterday, so he told me to leave the house and go see my little sister.. well as soon as I came back home, he went out cruising.. and when i got on the computer I had seen that he was watching porn while I was out. I was furious so I confronted him about it, and he just acted all mad about it. Well then that made me feel not good enough for him anymore.. so then I had started crying about it, and that made me shake a lot. Well a few hours into the day, he had come back.. didn't even bother talking to me about anything, just kind of sat behind me and stared at me while i was typing yesterday in here.. then after i shut the computer off and laid down to cry some more.. he went outside with his dad and fixed his mom's jeep.. came back in, only asked me if I had enough smokes.. and then left again. A few more hours into the day he had been down in the basement with his dad talking.. and then he comes back up and sits next to me like nothing had happened. But then he held me in his arms and I knew that he was never mad at me.. which is a pretty good feeling! Anyways.. after that we went and got something to eat, and there was a car-show in the parking lot of Burger King, so we walked around that and looked at all of the cars(because he loves cars so much- dang Gearheads! lol). After that, went and cruised around town for an hour or so.. then came back home so that he could take the cd player out of his truck(because he is having to get rid of it).. and then he had to go to work. Well at 11 something he comes home and tells me that he lost his job!! I thought everything was going fine over there.. but I guess not! So after he came home we went out, I bought a 6-pack of Budlight and we went out cruising and drinking.. at about 3 in the morning we went out to where a house was being built over by my side of town where I used to live.. and that is where I had gotten laid(he wouldn't do it otherwise because of my period!) <- Just an fyi there! But anyways.. then we came back home around 4 in the morning and crashed out.. he is still passed out and I am wide awake! Just waiting for him to get up now.. oh well! g2g..

Peace and Love!