3 WHOLE YEARS.  What the hell? How the hell can you like someone for 3 years? This makes no sense at all. I always say I am over him, remind myself about why I hate him, but at the end of the day, I always go to bed missing him. On itunes, when I shuffle, every 10 songs, one reminds me of him. This isn't normal. My overall character is suffering in ways I can't even comprehend. He says he loves me, he never proves it. He flirts, likes and hits on other girls apparently when he's "not even thinking about it". Oh bullshit. Why do I need this guy? He likes things I hate. I'm not his type, he's told me before. He compared me to a princess, and the girl he wants is a pirate. That's promising. I'm a dumb bimbo who relies entirley on looks, hmm? I'm getting fucking 94 in three of my classes you dick. How on EARTH could I fall for a guy who checks his hair every 3 minutes, who constantly goes on about how scene girls are hot, who complains about his "bad" life. Oh wow, you have every gaming system, a huge house, more than 10 000 in your own bank, and YOUR living a bad life. Please. I worked to buy you gifts. You never EVER bought me ONE gift in my life. You never even kissed me, and that's all I wanted. You'd hug me, but it was almost like you were embarassed. Well I'm sorry your a foot taller than me. You ask me sometimes "what's wrong" Wow.. I wonder what, you act like I don't exsist and only use me when your bored. Yet, I still smile and say nothing. Then you ignore me again.

Fucking men.

My question; How can I love someone that I hate SOO much?