Another year...me getting older. I know 24 its not old but still i feel life is running out ...running out of my hands. I called my self gay even though i havent had any big experience with another female, i mean there have been a few...u know ...getting drunk, ur best fried playing fool...kisses, some petting but nothing like having a true relationship with a another girl. I want that, i hope 2011 gets me a hot little girl lol. 

I live in a country influenced by religion, I studied in a catholic school...with only girl students and yes i knew a couple of girlfriends who experimented with gay sex (some tomboy girls...) but nothing really big. Most of my friends were crazy about boys, almost obssed and eager of growing up and being able to envolve in love relationships. Seeing meanly girls all your life for sure has some direct impacts. Most of my classmates end up being real sluts and others as I said were kind of bicurious. However I dont want to say me being gay o bisexual has anything to do with expending 12 years of my life sourrended by girls.

Ive always being changing... I went from being extremely religious to completely against any religion. I went from being a total nerd to mmm to what I am now. Ive never been a looser, I used to be a good student, popular, pretty, a good girl. But that was just not me, i could blame my boyfriend for my big change but thats a hell of a long story ... not interested in talking about him, not right now.  Ill just said i left the good girl image, i went abroad (u can say i´ve traveled a lot), tried some weed, fucked some guys, got a pair of boobs and voila here I am. I am trying to really find myself and stop being afraid. 

I like girls, i really do. I like the female body, i like what being a woman means. The smell, the hair, the eyes, the skin, the softness, the implicit power of women. I love being a woman although im not sure how much i love myself...