|nothing is black and white|
i am so tired.. everytime i lay down to try and sleep my face just flares with pain. nothing i've been doing helps, so i guess its back to the doctor again. -sigh-
i also feel sick. like vomit kinda sick, but its not too bad yet.
i have an appointment tomorrow (rolls eyes) for centrelink to see how my payments are or something, i also have to ask myy doctor about a therapy referral to take to my case manager to get them to contact me with a therapist and appointments. its a whole load of bullshit.
i also have to ask my case manager if they worked things out with the tafe course i was doing. i had stopped going cos i started freaking out about going cos i had missed a week (two days but still) and i had been getting paranoid that the other people that were going were talking about me behind my back. (i wasnt medicated then)
which brings me to my next point. i sometimes forget to take my tablets. i hate tablets, so i find it hard to get into a routine with taking them. its nothing major, just a day here and there. but its still worrying for me.
i've run out of sleeping tablets, not that they worked or anything.
umm... new south wales beat queensland last night. i didnt watch the origin (my tv is broken, another expense i cant really afford right now) but i could hear my mum yelling at the tv upstairs, and i checked facebook after. i still dont think that new south wales will take the shield. but big props to them for a good game last night. i'll have to watch the third game now. i'll give dad a call.
did i mention i was tired?