Quiet..
Can't you see,
I'm silent..
For a moment I am trapped,
Everything for me has stopped.

I am looking at the ceiling,
Empty mind and darkling feeling
Endless days of useless tries
Heavy mornings, sleepless nights..

Lack of hope and lack of trust
Fighting with a giant lust,
Life desired, life obtained
Doubts, obstacles, fears gained

I am searching for a glue,
To destroy that constant blue,
To disrupt the chains of mantrap
And resolve the puzzle clue..