So me and Dori and I have been talking a lil bit agian we did stuff last night that I regret, because I told myself I would stop that kind of stuff.  When Dori asked me however I just couldn't say no.  And then last night I had a dream about her.  She was at my house with some other girl there, and me and Dori had sex in my room while my parents were upstairs.  Then they both snuck out and Dori left her wallet apparently and texted me about it and said I love you at the end but my parents took my phone when I was not looking and saw the message, except they did not know who it was because it only said daf_Jmf_Heart(Dori's Yahoo name).  Im taking that as a bad omen of my fears and limiting me and Dori's contact to just Yahoo and Opendiary, and I think that we should just stay friends to be honest.  Dori, however, wants to meet up at the St. Charles county fair, I'm still debating if I will go or not, probably not however.