Jay went home today after staying both Saturday and Sunday night. It's a little confusing as Jay (one of my closets friends) decided to kiss me a couple of weeks ago. So i now have no idea what to do, we act like things are normal but we both know that there isthat little bit of tension in the air.

Anyway i then went to work which was amusing but I saw Lewis (a guy at work who I happen to have a very big and vulnerable soft spot for) he maes me smile but he has a girlfriend so he is pretty much out of the question but I can dream...then I cam home to an empty house again seen as everyone else is sill sunning themselves on holiday and cooked a tasty meal for one.

Now the grandfather and brother are home but the mother and faher are still away. it;s nice that they are back but I do love the peace and quiet. I'm feeling incredibly confused!!


Enough confusion for tonight.
Night night
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