no i ain't dead
just been
busy
bored
workin'
you know
the usual bullshit

got fucked by the  court
or i guess i fucked myself
lost my license for 30 days
had to pay an assload of $$$
for a SATOP class
it's been a bitch not being able to drive
but on the bright side
i get a restricted license sent to me on friday
ooooooo
so i can drive to work basically
i played and now  i've paid
out the ass
shame on me

winter is freakin' here
i could well do without that
snowed an inch or so tuesday
there were atleast 200 reported accidents
in my county alone!
wtf  people?!?!
ooooo
white stuff falling from the sky
let's drive even FASTER!
great idea morons

home has been okay
i guess
hubs had an episode in october
gonna off himself again
checked himself into the mental ward
bipolar is a bitch i must say
people ask me why i stay with him
how do i deal with the mood swings
i say
he stood by me when  i had my own mental issues
i'm not giving up on him
he didn't give up on me
i guess cuz i understand how it hurts

kids have been good
jack got accepted to the university of missouri-columbia
computer engineering program
so fuckin' proud of that kid!!!
dammit! :)
alex
well, he's still alex
5th grade  is going awesomely ;)

other than that
i lost my  rottie diesel
hit by a car for the 2nd time
he survived the first
not so lucky on the second
guess only cats have 9 lives
dogs must just have 2
miss him like crazy
every single day