Okay so for the past 4 weeks I've been talking to one of my "ex's" (from 14 years ago!). Constantly. Nearly non stop. It's the best I've felt in a long ass fucking time and I don't ever want it to end...ever. E moved out a week ago but today he asked could he stay here for the next ten(ish) days until he goes back to Florida. I told him I'd think about it but that he'd have to sleep on the couch, stay out of my hair etc etc. That lasted a whole 5 fucking minutes. I regret it already but whatever. He will be sleeping on the couch at least. Things with Noah...idk how to explain it honestly. He's the same guy from back then but different simply because he's mature now, definitely BETTER. Right now we're only talking but my feelings are growing by the day and of course, this scares the fucking shit out of me! Usually when something's too good to be true, you sit around waiting for the ball to drop (I told him this already). He says he's crazy about me and God knows I'm a lil (a LOT)silly over him too :-D

For the first time in my life (with the exception of Garth Brooks) I have an obsession with someones lips...and eyes. There's nothing about him that doesn't NOT do it for me. Nothing! I don't know where it's going but for now that's okay. I told him yesterday if I'm gonna get hurt I'd rather it be later, for now just stay happy. He agrees...

So that's all for now I spose!

HOLLA! :-D