"I think i`m scared of what the future holds" - Drake

My favorite rapper said that in one of his songs. It describes how i feel right now. It is the summer before my senior year of high school and even though i constantly say im ready for graduation i am scared. i am so overwhelmed. scholarships . college applications. track resume . ACT. I feel like i am suffocating. This year will be my last year doing track as a high school student . I have been running track for the past five years. Track is my baby. My track coachs (They are married.) are leaving. They have been with me since the seventh grade. It really hurts to see them go. They are part of the reason i fell in love with the sport. I really want a state medal. I want it soo bad and deep down i don't think i can do it. I am an emotional seventeen year old girl that doesn't know what is going to happen next in my ilfe. I dont like things being uncertain.