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teenage waste land
before.i.fall


Age: 17
Sex: F
Location: in my head
State: New York

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i know im hurting them but i dont want to stop Sunday, June 10, 2012

work was beyond stressful

adams really depressed and will barley talk to me or anyone for that matter

i have not seen him in days

i was starving when i got home from work so i had wonton soup then ten mins later a serving of cereal then a whole micowave pizza then pizza alone was 750 cals!!!

purge purge purge

i asked myself why not and i couldnt come up with one good reason

it was the first time i ever felt like it wasnt really my decision to purge

i have an exam on wensday which is also my only day off

i should study but i just want to curl up in my bed and and read a good book

ik im worrying people i can see it in their eyes but i still dont want to stop



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stranger- you're beautiful the way you are. No need to purge. trust me... when you purge its actually not making you 'skinny'.. but you should not even do that to yourself. you are seriously fine :) love yourself, okay? okay! :D [ListenToHerWhispers] 6/13/2012 12:26:01 AM
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