It's been a little while since I've written anything. Nothing much has changed. E came home briefly for her birthday, but she spent most of her time with her family. I got to see her some at church on Sunday, and I was able to give her the gift I made her. She seemed to like it a lot.

I'm trying to work up the courage to tell my parents that I'm lesbian. I know that they won't get mad or anything like that, I'm just nervous. They are very accepting people, I just know it's one thing to accept a gay coworker or friend and another thing to accept that your daughter is gay. This weekend my father and I are going on a camping trip together, so I might try to tell him then. That way it might be easier to tell mom. I just know she's going to blame herself, feel guilty, or try to figure out why I am this way. They both love me though, so we can get through this.