So, things are starting to get a bit busier for the summer. I got to see all my good friends when they got home from school, but now most of them are overseas for school programs. I'm basically left home alone again. E's home as well, but she seems highly reluctant to be alone with me. Everything seems fine if there are three or more other people around, but any less and she seems to get nervous. The only person who is home that I could hang out with won't hang out unless it's in a group, and the rest of our group is out of the country. At least I get to see her during choir and church, but even that seems less than it used to. I just wish I could talk to her about it, but I'm obeying the strict silence she's asked for.